Aim High Hit Low

Dont ask what the title is about I really dont want to tell you My thoughts have changed so many times in between thinking about this processing it through my fingers and actually writing it and really like any other life situation i just don't know where it is going to go. i decided to give up on my life not on some suicidal ish moreover the i give my life to you God because apparently im making a mess out of it way so yeah i give up ish just aint working the way i want it to and honestly i cant wait to be happy about that statement but right now im just angry at that fact can you be angry with a fact A walking contradiction true as it may be i just dont see you marrying me and im not talking about priests and veils and blessed wedding rings that come along with a ceremony im talking life in general you just were not meant for me two separate paths of aggression you say assertive i say passive aggressive children grow up to become not adults but older children caught in the I won business but this was never a competition i leave no periods commas or other grammatical helpers because in life we seem to skip over those and just keep on rambling up what we have been given born with gold spoons to spit it out and take in for cheap metal thinking it would have the same effect but it could never i am to move on now because it is no longer a choice pointed needles soiled with the blood of a dirty prostitute you are not an object to me for an object has substance you are not a subject for me because after a while everyone gets bored an object an object an object dont give yourself so much credit