Other Woman (Finished)

I had started this blog in November (15th). I promised myself I'd come back to it...so here goes...

I listen to the thoughts interlocked with your hair. playfully pulling at the strands, asking your DNA to remember me and remember the feeling u are having right now - hunger - hunger for food that could never be, would never be store-bought because the only place that it comes from is "In Your Heart and Mine". Inhale the remnants of the passion that is between us. Can you blame me for not getting enough?

But Greedy is your name. You found that I was not enough and The Other Woman, the younger woman, yes... I know about her, she plays the same game. I cannot pretend or lie. As I am here with you rested in between my legs relaxing on my Heavenly body, my soul cries out to yours forgetting its pride and inner strength. It doesn't want strength. It wants you. It doesn't want your drama. Just you. And yet you remain deaf to its pleas as you are wrapped into the envelope of ignorance. But it is I who play with Ignorance as if he was my friend. Because I chose to ignore her, the other woman, and the fact that I will never be enough for you.

Tears fall down my face and touches yours, and like stone, you feel nothing, making me realize the person that you really are and not who I want you to be. The Other Woman, the younger woman, yes... I know about her...