Dear Emotions,

Dear Emotions,
Please go away. Never to return until I ask you to stay. It's not you, it's me. My reasoning is clouded when you are around and I can't tell if I'm using or abusing you. You are so great to me and I just don't deserve you. I really hope you can understand. I remember when we used to enjoy each others presence but now things have changed between us and I know it's my fault. I just need sometime to me, myself and I.  Well, not entirely. Logic might come to spend some time with me. Maybe the three of us could eventually spend time together. I just feel that if I am on my own, I wouldn't use you as a clutch. You know? I hope one day you could see past this and we could be friends.

Your Lover,
Anandi