Thursday, November 10, 2011

Good by e FBook

I haven't been on Fbook for days now. It's not that I don't care about the lives of my "friends" or friends. I've just had enough of being bombarded about things that aren't really that important like "OMG did you see that dog?" or "too" important things like ....idk whatever. The point is... other than writing these blogs I have no interest of going through hours of staring at this computer when I could be living life outside and living life. Enjoying it. And when I'm done with outside, my relaxation shouldn't BE coming home to my computer and reading other ppl drama. It's just too much. I don't even watch the damn news when I come home. I have a second part-time job as a Passion Party Consultant and though the money potential is huge, I'm having a hardddd time (incl now) going online to read up on what I need to do. It feels like studying all over again and I just don't want to be bothered when I come home. Shit sometimes this blog just becomes an outlet and there's nothing but crap here. Wellll....some of it I'm happy to claim as "not crap". Is that what FB is supposed to be? A blog outlet? ehhhh...unnecessary. There's no way someone can keep up with all those ppl all at once and not feel overwhelmed. I thought about reasons to keep Fb and honestly none of them could persuade me to keep the damn thing. There's still email, Skype, and Google Chat. And when I'm done with this blog, because I will be done with this blog one day, I will always revert back to my old friends, Pen and Paper.  >long pause< There is one reason to keep the book page but it's honestly very shallow. It's the silent way of "spying"but WHO the hell am I kidding? I stopped doing that around my 20th birthday. I just couldn't care about ppl and dey bullshit. If I thought I had to "spy" then I would. Now! If I think I have to "spy" I run! Lol. I'm paranoid as i have no idea what and I'm not going to drive myself even crazier by trying to decipher someone else's personal shit. My curiosity for ppl isn't that high anymore. Shit. My curiosity for anything isn't that high anymore. I'll admit I was going through a slight depression for a while some months back and that did have its time period on me but I digress. Lol. Fb served whatever purpose it had in my life. Met some interesting ppl there. Some I will never forget. Had my lil modeling thing going - which reminds me I need to go up there to download my pics :( but now.... now everything is as they always will be which is "no condition in life ever stays the same" and the time for Fb for me, is over. The purpose for Fb, for me, is over.

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