Monday, November 28, 2011

"Imprint" and other thoughts

All day long I just wanted to write. Write. Write. And then write some more. There's a book I'm going to publish by the time I'm 40. It's already written. I just want to edit it some more. It's going to take this while to publish because it's supposed to show progression. Whether progression into great possibilities or despair, it is a story to be told. But that's not what I wanted to write about tonight. Tonight's topic is "imprint". Spent some time alone today. It felt good. Healthy. Satisfying. >small pause< Peaceful. Not implying that my time with others differ, but it felt good to know self-comfort is still affordable and pleasurable. Lol ) Listening to Coldplay, "We Never Change". It's a soothing song. Martin's voice. I love it. "We never change, do we? We never learn, do we?" I wonder if someone's "imprinted" on me? Wouldn't I know? Or would I be scared to admit it? Javier is singing to me now :) Anyway... the whole idea, and anyone who is a fan of Twilight will understand me...the whole idea behind one imprinting on another, is honestly the simplest form of "Love at first sight". Paraphrasing here, it's basically, gravity feeling nonexistent, you know this person is for you, you want to be everything to this person and the feelings are definitely mutual. No if(s), and(s), or but(s) about it. Oh Disney how you've plagued me. And I continue to want this plague of deceit because it makes my mind calmer that this person exists. So then would it really be deceit? Maybe if I was totally a cynical ass I would say so. But I understand that both statements, former and latter, are just opinions.

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