#Classic #FactAboutMe

I've always said it's good to keep a journal/blog - anything that expresses your thoughts, written somewhere, anywhere, for you to find. I just read some stuff from last year on this site, exactly a year ago, and it's so funny I saw what I was going to step into and thought I would avoid it. But I didn't. The more I tried to run, the more I slipped and fell, fell hard. I don't miss the people I used to miss a year ago. As a matter of fact I saw myself falling for someone else and to put things in a simple metaphor: I saw the truck coming but was stuck like a deer in headlights and I got hit. I got hit baaaad. lol. He compared us to two birds  - or was it one?? - on a snowy roof top. I can write this here b/c i more than believe he will never read this. lol. But yeah, bird on a rooftop snowboarding. It was really an incredible thing to see. And when he showed it to me and said that was us, I said to him that to me it looked like if the bird/birds (I can't remember if it was one or two) just kept doing the same thing over and over expecting something else to happen and yet ended up... oh - what I said was "a fun ride that will never go anywhere..." After he got upset lol he said to me quite some time after that it was something that was happening that you would never expect to happen. In retrospect, we were both right. I never expected it to happen and it never went anywhere. Ha. - That was a solemn "ha." I miss him.