:)
The smile on my face has many stories and holds many secrets
Every moment may not be a blessing but every lesson is,
:) So I guess then the moment is a blessing, just some "in disguise"
I procrastinate in every way possible and sometimes when I write, I'm just avoiding what I have to do
But it makes me smile because there's nothing that I "have" to do
I get back handed by friends and family about being single and having no one in my life,
Of course they don't say it that way.
They say: "Look Anandi, you're not married and you don't have kids, oh and you don't have a 9-5. You don't know what tired or stressed looks like." :) I love my "framily" haha and I know they love me too, sometimes :)
I know I don't know exactly what their feelings are.
And half of me wants to shout, "Thank God! They're all warning me! I should stay single and childless." (cause all it leads to is being stressed and tired and takes away all of my time) and the other half makes me feel lonely...
Isolated by my differences and misunderstood as always, the numbers are against me
I'm self-centered. Obsessed with my own thoughts (partially I think it's what goes into my writing). And sometimes I'm a little lot of moody.
But woe is not me,
Happiness is where I choose to be. Always and forever, I'll steal lessons from my mother, history from my father and the bravery of my brother to stabilize me in every step of my life.
I'm good with being me. I'm good with them being them. There is never a comparison, there never needs to be. I am grateful for it all. All of it. :)
And I promise you, I'll just keep smiling :)
